Sorry for the delay in posts everyone! It is sooo not like me to not post every day... I just have not been in a very talkative mood. I am not sure why, but I have been very irritable and emotional the past couple of days. I am sure it has nothing to do with all the hormone fluctuations taking place right now. ;-) I think it also has a lot to do with the fact that I am incredibly homesick and cannot wait to see my family again! Living 2,000+ miles away from home is extremely difficult - then adding in all the emotions from this infertility journey - makes it ten thousand times harder. I really wish I had my family/friends near during these difficult times.
Today is my last day of Femara... which is a plus since these hot flashes have been KILLING me! However, this is a sad day for me as this means that I have to start doing the hormone injections tomorrow... Ughhh. I hate those! I am in no way afraid of needles (I have tattoos AND piercings), but when you have to stab yourself with one, it is a completely different fear. And let's not volunteer my husband up to give me the shot, I tried that once and he was not very gentle. haha.
I am getting very anxious for my next doctor's appointment! Less than a week away! I cannot wait to see whether or not we will have any good sized follicles this round... And if we do, I cannot wait to schedule the next IUI. I am not sure how many more IUI's I want to try, so hopefully this will be the winning ticket!! I am just hoping that I will not have already ovulated like what happened last round... that will be heartbreaking since I really want to try another IUI. If I have already ovulated - no IUI for us this round!
I am feeling very overwhelmed and stressed out lately... I think I just need a break and a nice warm vacation! Anyone want to fly me somewhere incredibly warm for an extended weekend?! ;-)
As always, thank you all for reading my blog and for supporting me along this journey!
xoxoxo
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